Wow, it's been a
loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong time.
OK, maybe a couple of days but a couple of days without
Internet access is a really long time. I wonder how i survived. Well, i did and that's what matters. I mean, i am here now aren't i? :) So, i just finished dancing with my '
home stay' mom. It was so
hilarious. Anyone ever seen that
lagbaja video where one white guy is trying to dance. I think the song was '
konkobilo' or something. Anyways, so that's what she reminded me of. In her defense, she was drunk, so
blame it on the alcohol..
lol.
Anyways, to the main point of my blog, i was thinking about my old friends and how much i miss having them in my life. I used to feel so loved. It was like i had this assurance that no matter what happened, they would always be there for me. Ever thought you and someone would be friends forever or for a long time? Yeah, that's how i felt too but now the only way they are my friends is on my
facebook profile :( It's so sad that we can't even hold a conversation for more than 10 minutes. Most times, the
convo is something like this :
Me- hey
Stranger- hey.. how are you doing?
Me- been good.. you?
Stranger - same
Me - so, its been a while, what have you been doing?
Stranger- chilling.. you?
Me- pretty much the same but
I've been doing school
basically. It isn't much fun down here. you know?
Stranger- nice
Me- (after a couple of minutes) so i just thought to check on you :)
Stranger - nice
Me- ttyl then, goodnight
Stranger - goodnight
What is that? They have turned into strangers and it hurts really bad. It's not that i don't appreciate the few friends i have now, i REALLY do. It's just that i wish i could turn back the hands of time. Looking back, i realize I was much happier.
Goodnight
xXx
